Hi there, my name is Chloe! I like thanksgivings, food, happy things, and sleeping among many other things. I'm just your regular, average hormonal teenager just trying to find her place in the world and the meaning of her life.. HA. Read all about my bland, rather mundane life that I try oh so hard to make entertaining for you.

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Long time no see
Wednesday, April 7, 2010, 3:46 PM

Wow reading back brings some good memories.. I forgot how I was feeling about everything before. I'll include a full update soon, but right now I'm just too lazy to think back to everything that's happened since my last post. Soooo~ what's on my mind currently? Of course, the all important issue of weightloss! Also, school/track/Richard.

Weightloss:
PROM is coming up soon and I'm using that as my motivator to finally lose the weight I've always wanted to. I know I look fine the way I am, I know I have the potential to be gorgeous (cause you know, every girl does!) but I just feel like I'd feel so much better about myself if I shed some pounds and toned up. I'm in track right now, so that's helping.. but keeping my diet is still hard as ever. It also helps that a lot of the girls in track have amazinnnng bodies that they flaunt in their sports bras. Grrr.. just you wait. I be showin dem girlies up soon ya hurrrr?

School:
is killer. period. when did i go wrong? =\

Track:
I'm kinda enjoying track right now. I'm attempting to change the way I view it.. not something that I HAVE to slave for. Just something that is there, a duty.. something that I need to utilize to better myself.

Richard:
I have so much to say about this.. this deserves it's own post haha.

TILL NEXT TIME GUYS!




Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 12:41 PM

So charity ball was this past weekend! and I'm happy to say that I had just as much fun as I hoped I would. I was so so super excited for it that I kinda thought I might be disappointed.. but I wasn't in the least. I actually started getting ready hours and hours before.. you should have seen me when I got Richard's text that he was on his way. My heart started beating really fast, I started getting a little bit hot.. oh my gosh, it was intense. And when he got here? My mom went to the door to meet him and on the way to the car he put his arm around me cause it was cold. Later my mom tells me that she saw and was thinking "OMG WHAT IS HE DOING TO MY DAUGHTER?!" LOL. He legit knows how to swing dance, which I thought was pretty impressive. Though, sad thing was that I was absolutely horrible at it. He was nice to me and said that I wasn't bad.. but I knew he was just saying that :) Oh yeah, and there was no point in getting all prettied up, all that time with my makeup and hair and it all just ended up getting messed up! Halfway through the ball Richard surprises me by asking me out. You guys know.. I had been waiting for that for how long now? It was nice to know FINALLY that he liked me too. Of course I said yes <3

And yeah, honestly.. I've told this story 3 times already so I'm gonna stop.

I respect that he's taking the lead in the relationship.. it takes guts to ask a girl out I'm sure. I don't want him to think that it's one-sided. But I'm not really sure the boundary line between appropriate and not? I don't want to step on his toes yano.. and I want to be that kind of girl that does cute things for their guy. I'm trying to get ideas for good dates and other little things, any ideas?

However, as long as I have been crushing on him.. I'm kinda feeling like calling each other "girlfriend" and "boyfriend" is fast for me. I'm not really there yet? I hope he knows that..

I'm content~




How exciting!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 5:05 PM

Thank god it's break. I have to admit, I didn't do anything to deserve this.. but that does not mean I'm not going to take it for all it's worth. One week of lazy days here I come!

Unfortunately, my sister doesn't get to come visit us this year.. nor do I get to visit Texas.. but me and my parents are taking a short trip to D.C. at the very least! That should be fun.. take advantage of all the free museums and art galleries and stuff haha.

ALSO, CHARITY BALL next saturday! YAY I'm so excited! I've picked out my dress and everything.. I just need to get shoes and figure out how I'm going to do my hair.

MAN I'm so psyched!




<3 <3 <3
Thursday, November 19, 2009, 1:34 PM

Richard asked me to Charity Ball :)




Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 5:58 PM

"You used to be special
now you're just like every other teenager."

The truth hurts..




Are you ready?
7:33 AM

MANHUNT




I'm going to MAN UP
Monday, November 9, 2009, 6:09 PM

SINCE YOU WON'T! Apparently, it's really attractive for a girl to take the initiative when it comes to pursuing a boy that they have an interest in.

I'm in a situation when I'm interested in getting to know this guy in my english class. I've heard once or twice that he likes me, but I'm finding it quite difficult to pick up any signs of that! We see each other in the halls and he never says hi to me, I'm always initiating! So it makes me feel like maybe he doesn't like me? Or maybe he's intimidated because he doesn't know if I like him back? I dunno! I know this all sounds so trivial, but at this point I just don't care!

I think he's one of those "shy guys," at least, when it comes to girls.

In that case, if I want to know what might happen.. I have to MAKE it happen. I'll man up and make the first move.

PLAN:
1. begin saying hello regularly (I see him every other day, sometimes more in passing in the hallaways)
2. build up to talking daily, then talking out of school on weekends/breaks/etc.
3. see what happens for there..

Maybe I won't like him? Who knows..